Love lost in a hail of gunfire
So it appears to me that I do have regrets in my life. Even though I try to live without them. The biggest regret I have as of right now is ever dating a girl when I did. I regret it, not because it was bad, not because it didn’t work out, not because she sucked; but because she was all I ever really wanted and it took until now to finally realize it with open eyes. But now is too late and any hope is tarnished due to the fact of a past. If only there was a way for it to pan out the right way. But I highly doubt it. #forever alone #Friendzoned
The world is ending, this is it.
That’s all that was going through my mind last night as I suffered the most intense Panic attack of my life. Seemingly over nothing, It just rushed to me and debilitated me for a good hour. The intense fear and anxiety that I felt through this ordeal was something worse than I have ever felt or thought was possible. I hope this isn’t going to be a frequent occurrence.